pour me a glass of wine...better yet the whole bottle

I know I know it's been a while since I've posted last and 100% my fault. Life's been crazy hectic to say the least and it has taken over what little spare time I have.

Anyways Im pretty sure that since I had yesterday off from work today is my official Monday. It has been everything a typical Monday brings including all of the stress and headache. I have been taking two summer classes online and instead of the typical 6-8 week shortened class mine are 12 and 16 weeks long. For once in my life I feel as if I am on top of my massive amounts of homework but yet I still find myself feeling as if I have a million other things to accomplish. 

Sometimes I just feel like I need to be super woman accomplishing a million tasks and succeeding at them all. I try to stay on top of everything as well as keep on top of everything Jason has going on and then I'll get to a point such as tonight where I crumble and feel as if I am only one person. I work during the week, I go to school with homework that must be accomplished each day, I try to plan the future, I have to plan a wedding, I have to keep on top of Jason and get him in the steps of purchasing a home, I try to keep up on things for us to do such as Tigers games, Loons games, going up north, etc. I feel like I have to do all of this because Jason is always at work especially during the summer time and then he brings his work home with him and he can't ever remember anything I tell him. For example I had yesterday off of work so we could go to Mackinaw City/Island Sunday-Monday, but we didn't end up going because Jason forgot about it. 

So how does one become super woman? How does one accomplish being a student in order to finish their degree, work for a company, plan a wedding, keep on top of activities, keep on top of bills & make sure they get paid, and still make time for their selves in order to feel good???  Sometimes I feel I am a complete failure at it all, it swirls in my brain all at once to where I can't concentrate...and then other times I feel as if I am on top of the world and I can accomplish it all.

In other words we have a little bit of excitement to get us through the rest of this chaotic week. We found a house that we are in love with so far...AND...were going to go look at it with a realtor on Saturday once I get out of work...Fingers Crossed!